Saturday, May 5, 2007

where is everyone?

after about two days of staring at my room and hoping the boxes would pack themselves, i finally broke down and starting putting my life away. i have way too many picture frames and whatnot, i decided. how in the world did i accumulate so much stuff and how does it not even look like i have made progress?! i really wish i lived a little bit neater so that this would all be a breeze. my mom is coming up tomorrow to take a load back so i am not stuck like i was last year with no help! i so reallllly wish i was done with school like so many people are but i really don't want to leave athens yet at all. i haven't gotten a chance to see everyone i wanted to before summer snuck up on us and now so many people have already left. so sad!

i haven't really felt like being extremely social lately though which is kind of weird considering i am not going to see anyone for about 3 months. not really sure why i have been in such a funk but i am just going to attribute it to finals?! even though i am not that stressed so its not all that. anyways i hope i perk up soon before i am hanging out in the ec bored out of my mind! i am pretty excited to see my family and La and jess though! i miss them all! ok well now that i have avoided being productive for another thirty minutes, i guess i should get back to it. more thoughts soon though because once i am in marietta we know i'll have lots of time on my hands...

Wednesday, May 2, 2007

everything in moderation.

after completely stressing about everything for about 2 days, i decided i needed to take a step back and relax a little until i really need to study/ do my projects. i think i'll be much more productive if i have slept and maybe even gotten a tiny tan! so thats what i did yesterday and then accidentely slept in today... guess i needed it?!

I started taking all of my stuff down in my room too and packing it into some boxes which is pretty sad. as ready as i am for not having to go to school and do group projects, i am not ready to say goodbye to athens. i am reaaally going to miss this place and everyone here. i thought that by junior year i would be used to saying goodbye and knowing how it is when you get back in august, but it really doesn't get easier. especially after we just had senior banquet and i am NOT ready to be a senior whatsoever. i would like to just freeze the time after finals and stay there forever. i am pretty excited to get to see my friends at home though since i didn't really get that chance last year. well, get ready because i am making this(probably my last) summer the best one yet!!! it has a lot to live up to from last year though that's for sure....

annie and i went to meet with the landlord yesterday which made it finally real that we officially have the cutest house in athens for next year with the best group of neighbors ever so everyone absolutely must come visit all time! after two years of not really being able to invite people over or entertain or cook, i am definitely ready to have a place where i can do all of those things. also, i couldn't ask for a better roommate :) so even if it is our last year or whatever i think i have some pretty amazing things ahead and will still be learning as much as i can about life before i hit the big time. can't wait!